¶/selfsatisfactionism

never ending stories

Life is self-satisfaction. Because no matter who praises you, it doesn't mean a thing unless you accept it yourself. And it doesn't matter if no one praises you as long as you're satisfied. In the end, satisfying yourself isn't a selfish thing; it's acceptable, because it makes you become 'you'.

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zia farah. 21 years old. bioprocess engineering, universitas indonesia. a learner, who wants to keep learning as much as her life; an author, who loves writing--either it's fiction, fanfiction, or just random things; a reader, who always get inspired by any beautiful means of words; a leader, who leads her very own passion and life; and, a dreamer, who never stops dreaming and makes them real.

“People want to change everything and, at the same time, want it all to remain the same.”
[Paulo Coelho - The Devil and Miss Prym]

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just... you. I'm sorry...

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♪echoes♪

"HARO-konnichiwa hisashiburi
watashi wa ima nani wo shiteimasuka
genki nara ii kedo
[Hello, good day, it’s been a while
What am I doing right now?
It’ll be great if I’m fine]

tokoro de ano toki no kimochi wa
wasureru koto ga dekita deshou ka
ima wa mada muri desu
[By the way, those feelings from back then…
was I able to forget about them?
Right now, it’s impossible…]

itsu no hi ka motto toshi wo tottara
wakaru hi ga kuru no deshou ka
[One day, if the years go by
will I be able to understand?]

hontou ni kore de yokatta no kana
tama ni omou koto ga aru kedo
[Was this really for the best?
I sometimes think about that]

sonna koto ha iwanai de okou
datte watashi wa shitteru kara...
jibun no monogatari wo."
[but I’m better off not voicing it…
that’s because I know...
my own story.]

[Watashi he; supercell]

KLAIM
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Kimi to boku no banka [the elegy of you and me]

Kamis, 24 Mei 2012 @ 23:42

Kimi to Boku no Banka

[The Elegy of You and Me]

YUU SAKAI

Sabiashisa wa tsuzuku darou kono saki mo	More loneliness will probably await me ahead
omoide fuenai demo kagayaiteru	I'm not getting any new memories, but my old ones are shining
ima donna otona ni	I wonder what kind of adult
BOKU wa mieru ka na?	I appear to others right now?

Haru no kaze ni kieta mujaki na yume	My innocent dream has vanished into the spring breeze
BOKU ga hitori de kanaete shimatta yo	I somehow made it come true by myself
nee, kore de ii ka na?	I wonder if I should be content now
KIMI nara dou shita?	Say, what happened to you?

How's it going? How's it going?	How's it going? How's it going?
Choushi dou desu ka?	How have you been?
Kochira wa TSURAI koto mo arimasu ga	I have had my hard times,
KIMI e to todoku ki ga suru kara	but, believing that it will reach you,
Kou shite utatte iru yo	I am singing a song like so

Wakare no shunkan mo naze darou?	Even when we were parting
Kanashimi yori mo "arigatou" ga komiagete kita yo	Why did I feel overwhelming gratitude instead of sorrow?
Tsutaetakatta	I wanted to let you know that
KIMI ni deaete yokatta	I was happy to have met you

How's it going? How's it going?	How's it going? How's it going?
Choushi dou desu ka?	How have you been?
Kochira wa sora miageru bakari sa	I've been looking up at the sky all this time
KIMI e to todoku ki ga suru kara	Believing that it will reach you
Kou shite utatte iru yo	I am singing a song like so

Seijaku no naka hitomi tojireba	In the stillness, if I close my eyes,
Kodama suru natsukashii koe	a nostalgic voice resounds
Toki o koete hontou no imi de	I will transcend time,
tsunagariatte ikitsuzukete yuku	become truly together with you and live on

How's it going? How's it going?	How's it going? How's it going?
Choushi dou desu ka?	How have you been?
Yasashii nigawarai o omoidasu	I recall the gentle image of your bitter smile
Akirame warui BOKU no kuse mo	My unyielding persistence
Aikawarazu sa	is also as stubborn as always

How's it going? How's it going?	How's it going? How's it going?
Mata issho ni	I wish we could
Waraitakute katariaitakute	laugh together and talk together again
Can you hear me...?	Can you hear me...?
KIMI e to todoku ki ga suru kara	Believing that my song will reach you
Utaitsuzukete iru yo	I have been singing all this time

How's it going? How's it going?	How's it going? How's it going?
Choushi dou desu ka?	How have you been?
Kochira wa TSURAI koto mo arimasu ga	I have had my hard times
Kyou mo asu mo tabun zutto	But today, tomorrow, and probably always,
Kou shite utatte iru yo	I will keep singing like this

How's it going? How's it going?	How's it going? How's it going?
Choushi dou desu ka?	How have you been?
Kochira wa TSURAI koto mo arimasu ga	I have had my hard times,
KIMI e to todoku ki ga suru kara	But, believing that it will reach you
kou shite utatte iru yo	I am singing a song like so.

Credit: http://animelyrics.com/anime/kimitoboku2/kobbanka.htm

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Bye Bye

Jumat, 27 April 2012 @ 01:07

Bye Bye

7!!

yappari kimi da yo ne?	It is really you right?
honto odoroita yo	That sure surprised me
futari yoku aruita namiki doori	At the tree-lined street that we used to walk together
ichinen-buri ni miru kare wa kami ga mijikakute	After not seeing him for a year, his new short hair
otonabite mieta	made him look so grown-up.

fuzakete bakari de	You were always joking around
hanashi o kikanakute	and not listening to what others say
atashi mo muki ni natte ita	You used to make me so angry
kimi ga	But
otona ni naru no o matezu ni tooza kete itta no wa	the one who couldn't wait for you to grown up and walked away
atashi datta ne	was me, wasn't it?


itsumo MAINASU ichido(1°C) no ame ga furu	The same -1℃ rain is falling again
kimi ga kureta NAMIDA	The rain of tears that you shed for me
sono yasashisa made wakaranakute	And still I didn't get the meaning of that kindness
zutto kono mune o shimetsuketa	It continued to wrench my heart

toori o watatte	I walk across the street
koe o kaketai na	I want to call out to him
isshun omotta kedo ashi o tomeru	The thought crossed my mind but I stop

majimena yokogao	His face looks so serious
kitto mou kimi no me ni	I am sure by now
atashi wa utsuranai kara	he does not remember me anymore

itsumo MAINASU ichido(1°C) no ame ga furu	The same -1℃ rain is falling again
tsumeta sugiru NAMIDA	The rain of tears that is just too cold
hagurakasu taido ni okotteta keredo	I was mad at your evasive attitude
jitsu wa sukuwarete ita n da ne	but it seems like I was saved by it

kaze ni notta kumo ga	Now I see the cloud riding on the wind slowly
yukkuri to ima futatsu ni chigirete iku	being torn into two

hitori de katte ni tsuyogatte	I pretended to be strong
atashi o kurushimeteta no wa	But the one who was hurting me
kimi ja naku watashi jishin datta ne?	wasn't you, but me myself
kimi ni deaete yokatta yo	I am glad that I have met you

itsumo MAINASU ichido(1°C) no ame ga furu	The same -1℃ rain is falling again
kiete iku NAMIDA wa	The rain of tears that is now going away
natsu no sora no shita omoide ni kawaru	Changing to memories under the summer sky
kami o tabanete aruki dasou	I tie my hair up and start to walk

kono NAMIDA o kitto wasurenai	I will never forget these tears

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