Daily life: throwback 2012

Teknika 2012: #proudjournalism 

Hello there, blog!

Finally, after those looooong (almost) two whole years; I'm back!

So many stories, so many memories; I won't be able to detail them at one time like this.

I'll try to summarize the main important parts, though.

The first part will be about 2012 :)

[A busy year!]

Though, I found new family at Teknika FTUI :)
Great experience, wonderful activities, awesome partners, dependable senior, and big change.

Alhamdulillah, I can do something and actually build new home there. The #proudjournalism is making a new story~!

BPH Teknika 2012

@ Pasar Malam Teknik (HUT IKM FTUI ke-41)
[Kiri-kanan: Beto-Farah-Iim-Tyo]

At the end of year, Teknika FTUI has new leader. Nur Halimah, together with Nurul Aisyah and team :)
I believe they will bring Teknika to shine wonderfully :)

[Full of journeys!]

Finally, BiopCursion comes! We, Bioprocess Engineering batch 2009, enjoyed Lampung for several days. This is the very first time I travel out from Java Island and by ship. Yeah… I haven’t go past than Bandung since my childhood. I thought I won’t ever be able to enjoy travelling; yet, here I am :)

Bioprocess Excursion 2012 @ Medco Ethanol Lampung

Bioprocess Engineering 2009 Batch Girls :)

I enjoyed awesome experience on Indonesia Biotechnology Conference (IBC) V, an international forum. I actually able to design a whole program book! It feels so something when the copies are done :’) .Thanks to those sleepless nights with CorelDraw, though. 

The 5th IBC's Program Book & Abstract: finally done!

The 5th IBC Opening Day
[Kiri-kanan: Tiffany-Bagas-Mr.Misri-MCs-Mr.Siswa-Pijar-Farah]

Excellent team—Pijar, Bagas, Ikhsan, Tiffany—together with Mr. Misri, Mr. Sahlan, and Mr. Heri from UI, and several lecturer/researcher from other institutions. We, only five students, actually managed to help preparing IBC V and enjoyed wonderful moment at Lombok :). The conference itself was great! And Lombok is so beautiful! That’s actually the very first time I saw beach & ocean other than Ancol. Hahaha. I’m so grateful to be able to enjoy the wonderful sunset and beautiful color of sea. I also enjoyed photography; a rare chance to get a hold of camera with such a delicious scenery right in front of it lens. It’s so wonderful!

Beautiful Beach @ Gili Trawangan, Lombok

Wonderful Sunset @ Senggigi Beach, Lombok

From Lombok, I only spent one night at Depok. Next destination is Palembang :)

I and Pijar were expected to finish the two month of internship at PT. Pupuk Sriwidjaja Palembang. We were stationed at organic fertilizer plant unit. The plant itself is ‘refreshing’. I won’t forget the beautiful garden in front of the plant unit. In rest time, I would sit there and enjoyed breeze :D

PT Pupuk Sriwidjaja Palembang, Organic Fertilizer Plant

I also spent my holy Ramadhan and Ied day at Palembang. Pijar’s family is so kind :) Yet, I had enough of Palembang food and pempek. Hahahah. Ah. But I wasn't able to attend 2008 batch graduation day ;____; They're my awesome seniors. I could only deliver some flowers through my junior :')

Me and Pijar, with Kiki :)

And so, in less than 3 month, I have set my foot on both Sumatera and Nusa Tenggara. It's a wonderful experience :D

[Panic at the Plant Design!]

It’s the 7^th semester; Plant Design class: hectic and sleepless time until the very last moment. It was so tiring yet ended up memorable and was actually kinda fun. We’re Maru Mori Plant Design team. Hahahah. Thanks to that super cute soundtrack of Marumo no Okite—Maru Mori.

Sleepless Night for Plant Design Assigments @ Ruang BEM FTUI

 

Maru Mori Team Konsol Part I

Maru Mori Team Konsol Part II

Finally! Maru Mori Team Final Presentation Day :)

Maru Mori Team: Cellulase Enzyme Plant Design

Awesome team—Iqbal, Iqna, Andri, Vini; wonderful teamwork! Well, we’ve been struggling enough to achieve this harmony. I feel like learning something precious. Really, even though we didn’t manage to get a perfect score for the design, it feels so awesome :) 

[Birthday~!]

December 7^th, I remember doing Pabrik at Ruang BEM. We have been there since yesterday, working on our Final Assignment. And then I got a surprise! Awawawa >____< Thank you so much for Maru Mori Plant Design Team! I’m very touched; surprise at the midnight. Hahahah.  Even though I spent my 22^nd birthday doing plant design assignment :P

Midnight Surprise from Maru Mori Team!

Special Gift from Maru Mori Team :)

A day later, I need to attend Rapat Koordinasi as Teknika’s president. And suddenly I got a surprise from my awesome team: Teknika 2012. They brought me chocolate cake and present. They’ve prepared a birthday video for me. I cried when I watch it. Really, thank you so much! I’m so glad having you guys as my family :) I also received personal gift from both Hidayah and Iim. What a creative thing, really. I am so thankful. 

Surprise Party from Teknika 2012 Team <3

Wonderful Sketch; Birthday Present from Iim :)

Aaaaaa. I can’t express my gratitude enough. But I really, really, felt so happy! It’s surely my happiest birthday ever since I went to UI! Thank you so much, dear friends! :)

***

2012 is awesome.

It simply wondeful.

So many stories, so many togetherness, so many happiness.

I remember cried a lot this year.
I also saying goodbye to many things; memories, past, self; activities.
Yet, I manage to smile and enjoy much laughter 'till the end of this year.

I feel blessed. Thank you :')

7!! (Seven Oops) - Mr.Hello (lyrics)

Mr.ハロー

Title: Mr.ハロー (Mr.Hello)
Artist: 7!! (Seven Oops)}
Album: ReReハロ〜終われそうにない夏〜 (Single)}

Kanji

Hello!　意地悪な天使　私のコト奪いに来たんでしょ?
捕まってあげるわ

ママには言えない事　ベッドの中　詰め込んで
あぁ　ずっと側にいたいよ

強がったって　誤魔化したって　わからないの!
言葉よりも あの時くれた　たった一度の…

ねぇKissが欲しいよダーリン　焦らさないで
ほら この気持ちの中は　もうドキドキ止まらない!
昨日までのロンリーDAYS　グチャグチャにして
君の腕の中へ　飛び込んでみる

Hello! 高鳴るキモチ　私ワガママになってくみたい
嫌わないで

まだ 君の事ちゃんと　信じる事出来なくて
あぁ　泣いてばかりでごめんね
更多更詳盡歌詞 在

嘘つきだって　言われてたって　構わないの!
噂よりも あの時見せた　涙と君の…

ねぇKissが欲しいよダーリン　笑ってみせて
ほらこの気持ちの中は　まだドキドキ止まらない!
昨日までの不安なDAYS　クシャクシャにして
君の腕の中へ　飛び込んでゆく

強がったって 誤魔化したって　わからないの!
言葉よりもあの時くれた　たった一度の… 想いを…

ねぇKissが欲しいよダーリン　焦らさないで
ほらこの気持ちの中は　もうドキドキ止まらない!
昨日までのロンリーDAYS　グチャグチャにして
君の腕の中へ　飛び込んでゆく

Hello! 意地悪な天使　私のコト奪いにきたんでしょ?
側にいたいよ

Romanized 

Hello! Ijiwaru na teshi atashi no KOTO unpai ni kitan deshou?
Tsukamatte ageru wa

MAMA ni wa ienai koto BEDDO no naka tsumekon de
Aa zutto soba ni itai yo

Tsuyogattatte komakashitatte wakaranai no!
Kotoba yori mo ano toki kureta tatta ichidou no...

Nee Kiss ga hoshii yo DAARIN jurasanai de
Hora kono kimochi no naka wa mou DOKIDOKI tomaranai!
Kinou made no RONRII DAYS GUCHAGUCHA ni shite
Kimi no ude no naka e tobikonde miru

Hello! Takanaru KIMOCHI atashi WAGAMAMA ni natteku mitai
Kirawanai de

Mada kimi no koto chanto shinjiru koto dekinakute
Aa naite bakari de gomen ne.

Usotsukidatte iwaretedatte kamawanai no!
Uwasa yori mo ano toki miseta namida to kimi no...

Nee Kiss ga hoshii yo DAARIN waratte misete
Hora kono kimochi no naka wa mada DOKIDOKI tomaranai!
Kinou made no fuan na DAYS GUSHAGUSHA ni shite
Kimi no ude no naka e tobikonde yuku

Tsuyogattatte komakashitatte wakaranai no!
Kotoba yori mo ano toki kureta tatta ichidou no... omoi wo...

Nee Kiss ga hoshii yo DAARIN jurasanai de
Hora kono kimochi no naka wa mou DOKIDOKI tomaranai!
Kinou made no RONRII DAYS GUCHAGUCHA ni shite
Kimi no ude no naka e tobikonde yuku

Hello! Ijiwaru na tenshi atashi no KOTO unpai ni kitan deshou?
Soba ni itai yo...


[Romanized by me :)]

7!! (Seven Oops) - ReRe Hello ~Owaresou ni nai Natsu~ (lyrics)

ReReハロ〜終われそうにない夏〜

Title: ReReハロ〜終われそうにない夏〜 (ReRe Hello〜Owaresou ni nai Natsu〜)
Artist: 7!! (Seven Oops)}
Album: ReReハロ〜終われそうにない夏〜 (Single)}

Kanji

導かれたような出会い　目と目が合った瞬間に
イタズラに運命さえ変えてしまいたい
友達のままで終われそうにない夏

暑さが増す蝉の鳴(ね)と窓際の鳴らない風鈴
そんな季節に君に出会った
期待外れな場所へと風を送る扇風機
会いたいんだよ…　今君に

にっちもさっちもいかなくて君に電話をかけたけど
最後の一歩踏み込めないまま

導かれたような出会い　目と目が合った瞬間に
イタズラに運命さえ変えてしまいたい
友達のままで終わらせたくない夏

画用紙みたいな青い空と絵の具で描いたような雲
そのちょっと下で君を待つ
少し遅れて着いた君は暑そうに顔をしかめて
「待たせたね」とすぐに笑う

にっちもさっちもいかないのは二人の会話
わかってる　好きだと言わなきゃ進めないのは

夏の海に上がる花火　全てを覆すように
不意に聞こえてきた「好き」 君の口から
二人の世界が今交わりあった

導かれたように出会い　手と手が触れた瞬間に
イタズラに笑いあって　二人の世界重なった
友達のままで終われそうにない夏

Romanized 
Michibika reta you na deai   me to me ga atta shunkan ni
ITAZURA ni unmei sae kaete shimaitai
Tomodachi no mama de oware sou ni nai natsu

Atsu sa ga masusemi no ne to madogiwa no naranai fuurin
Sonna kisetsu ni kimi ni deatta
Kitai hazurena basho e to kaze wo okuru senpukki
Aitainda yo…   ima kimi ni

Nicchi mo sacchi mo ikanakute kimi ni denwa wo kaketa kedo
Saigo no ippo fumi komenai mama

Michibika reta you na deai   me to me ga atta shunkan ni
ITAZURA ni unmei sae kaete shimaitai
Tomodachi no mama de owarasetakunai natsu

Gayoushi mitai na aoi sora to enogu de kaita you na kumo
Sono chotto shita de kimi wo matsu
Sukoshi okurete tsuita kimi wa atsu sou ni kao wo shikamete
[Mata seta ne] to sugu ni warau

Nicchi mo sacchi mo ikanai no wa futari no kaiwa 
Wakatteru suki da to iwanakya susumenai no wa

Natsu no umi ni agaru hanabi   subete wo kutsugaesu you ni
Fui ni kikoete kita [suki] kimi no kuchi kara
Futari no sekai ga ima majiwari atta

Michibika reta you ni deai  te to te ga fureta shunkan ni
ITAZURA ni warai atte futari no sekai kasanatta
Tomodachi no mama de oware sou ni nai natsu 







[Romanized by me :)]

Lembar Sepuluh

“And I began to feel sorry for myself; for so many years, my drawer full of memories had held the same old stories.”
― Paulo Coelho; By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept

悼むひと (c) katsuo

Refleksi. 
Air mata. Tawa miris.
Terlalu banyak kesedihan untuk dimaafkan.

***

Sesungguhnya jarum jam itu tidak pernah bergerak. 
Saya mungkin adalah orang yang hidup di masa lalu. Mencari pembenaran, mengharap penerimaan. Tidak, tidak pernah, beranjak sedikit pun dari sana.

Semua datang dan pergi. Tidak seperti ini hal yang baru. Selalu, selalu, terulang kembali. Pada akhirnya saya hanya akan tersenyum dan berkata, "It's okay; this kind of pain is nothing." Seolah saya adalah masokis yang diludahi takdir.

It hurts. It hurts so much that I feel like dying.

Bukan drama. Bukan luka gores. Bukan suara parau.
Ini refleksi. Pantulan. 
Karena saya tidak pernah beranjak dari mana pun.

Abadi. 
Pemandangan yang sama. Senyum yang sama.
Kata maaf yang sama.

Kemudian esok datang dan saya akan melupakannya. 
Terus, terus, sampai akhirnya seseorang datang dan menghujamkan rasa sakit ini kembali.
Kemudian saya akan, "Ah. Lagi? It's okay; I've gone through these..."  

Mati. Biar saja mati.
Biar saja membusuk sampai tuli.

Saya tetap saja berdiri di sini.  

***

Tanpa warna: menuju lembar akhir 2012.

Lembar Sembilan: Lanskap Dalam

...tiba-tiba saja menemukan catatan tangan pada November 2008.

Baris-baris puisi tanpa judul; yang saya ingat benar, dicatat karena maknanya yang begitu mengena.

Siapa yang kira, empat tahun berikutnya saya akan menulis hal yang sama?

水に棲む (c) katsuo

Lanskap Dalam

(Oleh Dina oktaviani)

Kucoba menuliskan sesuatu

Dan berdoa untukmu

Agar kamu dapat memaafkanku

Dari tempat yang jauh

Di kepalaku, barisan lagu-lagu

Yang akan mengikat diriku erat

Dengan bayanganmu

Kutatap lanskap di luar jendela;

Memanggil-manggil nafasmu

Yang begitu kukenal, tapi tak lagi

Menyentuh hidungku

Kesedihan musim hujan bertambah

Ketika ketel di dapur tak dapat

Mendengingkan uap, dan bocah lelakiku

Terpejam dalam kamar;

Menghisap dua jari tangannya

Kucoba mengkhayalkan

Pipimu yang hangat

Untuk menghapuskan

Derita dosa-dosa di bibirku

-bibirmu yang kupuja

Masihkah manis dan lembab

Malam ini?

Di dalamnya, aku tahu

Adalah kata-kata

Adalah pusat airmataku

Tetapi tetap kurindukan kamu

Bagai perjalanan mencekam

Sebuah kereta dari kota ke kota

Yang tak pernah dapat kuhentikan

Kucoba menuliskan sesuatu

Dan berdoa untukmu

Agar kamu dapat memaafkan

Cintamu kepadaku

Tetapi semua bahasa

Dan keyakinan

Lari dari kesunyianku

-mengapa kepala berada di atas jantung;

Hingga dadaku yang ringkih

Tak dapat mendebarkan telingamu

Tanpa merendahkan wajahmu?

Malam ini

Kelaparan merusakkan hatiku

Kemiskinan hati

Memerihkan lambungku

Tak ada orang lain di luar diriku

Kecuali orang-orang yang kucintai

Kecuali orang-orang yang menjauh

Dari diriku

...untuk lapar dan perih; dan air mata.