Aimer - Polaris (lyrics & translation)

ポラリス

Title:  ポラリス (Polaris)

Artist: Aimer 

Album: After Dark (Mini Album)

Kanji

沈黙の夜凪に漂った小さな船は
体中　傷を背負った　旅人のせた　ゆりかごになった
悲しげなその寝顔は　もう誰も　寄せ付けないそぶり
ここが今　どこか知らずに　北へ　北へただ向かう

つないだはずの　その手が　ほどけていく
君はまるで　はじめから “愛されること”が　できないみたいだ

いつだって　途惑って　帰ることもできなくなって
「助けて」って叫んでるだけで　届かなくて　悲しくて
「僕は一人だ…」
そんなこと　もう言わせない

日々揺れる心に　浸みこんだ昨夜の雨が
傷跡の上を流れる　過去を消し去るように

つないだはずのロープは　ほどけていた
船はまるで　はじめから　留まることなんて　できないみたいだ

いつだって　途惑って　帰ることもできなくなって
「見つけて」って叫ぶ声は　まだ　届かなくて　寂しくて
膝を抱いて待っている
「僕は一人だ…」

いつだって　彷徨って　叫ぶこともできなくなって
闇の中を　ただただ　歩いた
「そうやって生きてきた僕は一人だ…」
そんなこと　もう言わせない

強がりだけの決意が　水面を舞う
それはまるで　はじめから　空を飛ぶことが　できるみたいだ

いつだって　誰だって　帰ることができなくなって
「見つけて」って叫んでみるけど
届かなくて　寂しくて　膝を抱いて待っている　みんな一人で

いつだって　彷徨って　辿る道もない波の上
船はすすむ　ただ　漂いながら
そうやって生きていく　今は二人で
行く先は知らない

いつだって　傍にいて　こらえきれず泣きだしたって
闇の中を　かすかに照らすよ
そうやって生きてきた君のためだけの
ポラリスになりたい

Romaji

chinmoku no yonagi ni tadayotta chiisana fune wa
karada   juu kizu wo seotta    tabibito noseta   yuri kago ni natta
kanashige na sono negao wa   mou dare mo yosetsukenai soburi
koko ga ima   dokoka shirazu ni   kita e   kita e tada mukau

tsunaida hazu no   sono te ga   hodokete iku
kimi wa marude   hajime kara   "aisareru" koto ga   dekinai mitai da

itsudatte   tomadotte   kaeru koto mo dekinakunatte
"tasukete"tte sakenderu dakede   todokanakute   kanashikute
"boku wa hitori da..."
sonna koto mou iwasenai

hibi yureru kokoro ni   shimikonda yuube no ame ga
kizu ato no ue wo nagareru   kako wo keshisaru you ni

tsunaida hazu no ROOBU ga   hodokete ita
kimi wa marude   hajime kara   todomaru koto nante   dekinai mitai da

itsudatte   tomadotte   kaeru koto mo dekinakunatte
"mitsukete"tte sakebu koe wa   mada   todokanakute   sabishikute
hiza wo daite matte iru
"boku wa hitori da..."

itsudatte   samayotte   sakebu koto mo dekinakunatte
yami no naka wo   tada tada   aruita
"sou yatte ikitekita boku wa hitori da..."
sonna koto   mou iwasenai

tsuyogari dake no ketsui ga   minna wo mau
sore wa marude   hajime kara   sora wo tobu koto ga   dekiru mitai da

itsudatte   daredatte   kaeru koto ga dekinakunatte
"mitsukete"tte sakende miru kedo
todokanakute   sabishikute   hiza wo daite matte iru   minna hitori de

itsudatte   samayotte   tadoru michi mo nai nami no ue
fune wa susumu   tada tadayoi   nagara
sou yatte ikite iku   ima wa futari de
iku saki wa shiranai

itsudatte   soba ni ite   koraekirezu naki dashitatte
yami no naka wo   kasuka ni terasu yo
sou yatte ikite kita kimi no tame dake no
PORARISU ni naritai

Translation

A small boat that floated on silent evening

A traveler carrying scar throughout the body, become cradle

That sleeping face looks so sad, as if no one can get closed to

Without knowing where is this now, just going to north, to north

The hand that should be coupled, keep coming apart

From the first time you can't "be loved" at all

You always bewildered, makes you can't go home

You just shout, "Help me", but it never reach anyone, so you feel sad 

Saying, "I'm alone".. but I won't let you say it anymore

Days when heart shaking, soak in the rain last night

Washed away the scars, to erase the past

The love used to be fasten, kept parting

From the first time you can't stay completely

You always bewildered, makes you can't go home

You shout, "Find me", your voice hasn't reach anyone, you feel lonely

Waiting while hugging the lap, you say "I'm alone"

You always wondering, makes you can't shout again

You just walking around inside the darkness

You say, "This is the way I life, I'm alone".. but I won't let you say it anymore

The decision to bluff around, makes flutter the water

It's looks like you can fly on the sky, from the beginning

Every time, any-person, might not able to going home

Shouting "Find me", the voices don't reach anyone, feels lonely

Waiting while hugging the lap, everyone is alone

You always wondering, there's no road to follow on top this waves

While floating, the boat just going forward

This way we will life, now, two of us

I don't know where will we go

I'll always beside you, I can't stand seeing you cry

Inside the darkness, I'll shine for you

This way I life

I want to be your only Polaris

Self-romanized :')
translation: http://damiareiia.blogspot.com/2013/11/aimer-polaris-lyric-translation.html#more